Thursday, March 28, 2013
You may want to know if I have prayed for another healthy, living baby and the answer is YES!! Of course I have. Every single day I pray.
When we lost Jordan, I asked the attending Reverend at Children's Hospital how one goes about "keeping their faith" when encountered with such a devastating loss. He told me a story that I have written about before in the entry titled "Keeping the Faith at 4 months." I continue to think about how much God loves me and the children that I bare. I have to believe that He has a plan for each of us. This time I hope and pray that the plan is to keep this child in my arms.
Jordan will always be our MIDDLE child. Quite symbolic after rereading my post "Recalling THAT Day, " Where I listed some symbolisms of a butterfly and how much of his life was symmetrical. He was born smack dab in the middle of the month and on the middle most day of the week (wednesday). Kind of ironic if you ask me.
I sit here, struggling with the new "what ifs" if this pregnancy and delivery. Hoping things will go as planned and praying for a rainbow miracle to enter my life next week.
On the bright side, the doctors said the baby is measuring a week ahead (37 weeks) and already weighs 6lbs. 7oz!
Friday, March 22, 2013
40 weeks is a long time to wait for anything, let alone a child! I feel like a kid waiting for Santa's arrival. We are prepared to welcome our 3rd son in less than 2 weeks! We have been busy washing baby clothes and putting the finishing touches on the nursery. We have a name picked and I just got done registering with the Reading Hospital. The only thing missing is the baby!
Recently the days seem to crawl. Brady and I are waiting for Spring to poke its head out and show us some warmer weather. Instead, we have been anchored to the house not only because of the cold, but also because Brady can't seem to handle himself in public. I am thankful for the break when my parents volunteer to take him for the day so I can run some errands.
It wont be long now until I have two little boys to care for. I can't wait!! Sleepless nights are just around the corner. And so is the joy of raising another child.
Prayer Request: The doctor that I have been seeing throughout my entire pregnancy has called to let me know she will not be able to preform my c-section. Instead, she must attend a memorial service for a dear friend of hers. Please pray that in the next 2 weeks another doctor will be able to familiarize themselves with my case and history and that everything will go smoothly and in our favor on April 4th!