Dear Angel Jordan,
I cant' help but think of what you would look like and be doing at this stage in your life. I look back at pictures of Brady at three months and reminisce about his days as an infant. I continue to grieve your loss. The 16th of each month should be a celebration of your life and all the changes you have made from one month to the next, however, it is more of a celebration of the steps I have made in my grief process. The 16th is more of a hump for me. Once I get over it, my emotions are pretty steady until I reach the next hump 30ish days later.
I miss you each day and wish things would have had a different, more happy outcome. Since I cant change the hands of time, I have to deal with what I was dealt with; a beautiful birth and a premature death. Either way, I am thankful to have met you and I am proud to be your mother.
Much Love,
Mom
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